To those who are descending the spiral, may you find the light within the darkness

[staticdynamo]

What's going on in your head right now? I have to wonder, same as I always have and probably always will. I will be ever rulled by my emotions and my curiosity; and if you want to escape, you must first run away from me. There's no real point in me telling you anything, considering how I've already told you everything that you need to know. ...

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[philsov]

you aren't allowed to answer it, nor do you deserve to answer it.

Says you. =P Although the answer may be incorrect, the peripherals gained are still worth searching. And it's through the discussion the question do we become closer to that beautiful truth.

That said...

Do you believe deep down within you, that you are capable of change?

In the physical sense, of course. If I get my arm lopped off or a bullet in the chest, of course that'll cause a change. But I doubt that's what you're really referring to.

In the rational/emotional sense, of course. Through the experiences of myself and my friends have caused me to react to stimuli differently (both internally and externally) than I would have under the same circumstance less than a year ago.

In the spiritual sense, of course. I'm a living, breathing example of that ^_^.

In the personal sense, I simply don't know. I personally have several almost innate senses (independence, optimism, perception, and at times a bit of biting sarcasm, to name a few) which I have still carried with me since I've been born.

Going off the evidence of the statements at the beginning, these too are subject to change under the proper conditions. If something absolutely life changing occurred as a result of my innate qualities, they may change in response. It may just be that I haven't encountered such powerful reason to change.

Going off the lower evidence, these qualities of me are with me until I day, simply because they have yet to change in the first place, so what's the say they'll ever change, really?

So, actually, I didn't answer the question. Like there can be a "yes" or "no" response to stuff like that! To have such an answer would be to truly know yourself in the first place, and I have yet to encounter such a person. However, it's through the searching for the answers that we fear (the answers are getting harder ;) ) that we do gain a little bit of self knowledge in the first place and closer to the true answer.

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[philsov]

until I day

Until I die. Silly typos.

I wonder what you'd look like bald... =P

[staticdynamo]

Although the answer may be incorrect, the peripherals gained are still worth searching. And it's through the discussion the question do we become closer to that beautiful truth.

And it is through acknowledging that the question is worth discussing, that the truth is slowly revealed...

It would appear that your default mode of operation is that of the philosophical. Where as mine is that of the psychological. However, that doesn't mean that I can't be encouraged to masturbate in your company when given the proper encouragement. I have hope in a future of discussion, and that a compromise between the way we operate can be reached.

Besides, you answered my question in the way you responded, and have initiated many more... such as the tag line of this response

Re: I wonder what you'd look like bald... =P

[philsov]

- I like my curly locks.
- I've got a big head even past said locks.
- Keep dreaming.

Although, what exactly is the "psychological" mode of operation? Discovering how the self reacts to the given situation?

However, that doesn't mean that I can't be encouraged to masturbate in your company

Kinky. Yes, I think you're talking about talking, but, still, kinky.

And thus I would burn the sky with dreams

[staticdynamo]

Kinky indeed.