how's it going to be
I was at a party last night with many people I only sort-of recognized and most were drunk by the time we got there and singing "midnight train to georgia" which only those in marya's apartment are allowed to sing. I always feel funny when people have the same reaction to songs that remind me of important things that I thought were only part of my sphere. The party ended with some guy falling on the laptop that was used for music. Party-foul to the max.
And over dinner Miro asked what I was doing about housing next semester, and he mentioned that he might be living with a girl. Just him and some girl called Debbie he met at work and leaves really annoying, ditzy messages on his facebook. And now she's leaving really annoying craiglist postings for apartments that are really fucking far away. And he said he's not attracted to her, and I know lots of people mixed-sex living arrangements but those are all groups. I tried - and am trying - to get over this, but I really don't know if I can.
I wish I knew why this hurt so much.
This situation is all too familiar.
My mom is in England at the moment. I wish I were there. I'm going to try to go during winter break next year. I don't think I've ever in England during the winter. But nothing is for sure, now is it.
And over dinner Miro asked what I was doing about housing next semester, and he mentioned that he might be living with a girl. Just him and some girl called Debbie he met at work and leaves really annoying, ditzy messages on his facebook. And now she's leaving really annoying craiglist postings for apartments that are really fucking far away. And he said he's not attracted to her, and I know lots of people mixed-sex living arrangements but those are all groups. I tried - and am trying - to get over this, but I really don't know if I can.
I wish I knew why this hurt so much.
This situation is all too familiar.
My mom is in England at the moment. I wish I were there. I'm going to try to go during winter break next year. I don't think I've ever in England during the winter. But nothing is for sure, now is it.