Be in my SPot!
The most slightest thing in the world can actually make me upset, mood out, depressed and angry THE ENTIRE DAY!!!!
I cant explain it myself. Maybe its also because other things that add on to it too the whole day.
Well, I hope tmr ill be better. hopefully!!!
Today dad said that im not taking innitiative in finding a job. He says i dont care bout this matter. Haih.... just because the email he told me to send my resume didnt go through. And he is trying all sorts of ways to make it go through. Well, as for a person who knows bout the internet and email system more than him. In one send i already know their email is not functioning. But no, if u dont try to send it in any possible ways, it means u have less interest.
He thinks that im not interested in finding job. Haih... cant say much la! All i want now is a JOB!!! I cant stay in this STUPID COUNTRY anymore! I stay at home the entire day!... No friends to talk to... only virtually...(chat). I really wonder how my mum stays at home the whole day! I only go out the weekend, that also either to a friends house or grocery shopping.
Mum said, today we will make jam tarts. Then when i woke up in the morning at 11am...which is my normal waking up time, I saw her making it already. So i ask her why u didnt wait, she told me i thought u would wake up early, if u wake up so late what time to do. As though making jam tarts has to be done only in the morning. She can do it in the afternoon also, not to say we have tons of work to do anyway. Then she complaints of having pain on her shoulder and all. If i volunteer to do work for her, she always says she feels satisfied doing it. What the hell am I to do man!
Sigh..... i just have to sit and cry to myself at the moment. And I write to take it out! Sorry guys!
I cant explain it myself. Maybe its also because other things that add on to it too the whole day.
Well, I hope tmr ill be better. hopefully!!!
Today dad said that im not taking innitiative in finding a job. He says i dont care bout this matter. Haih.... just because the email he told me to send my resume didnt go through. And he is trying all sorts of ways to make it go through. Well, as for a person who knows bout the internet and email system more than him. In one send i already know their email is not functioning. But no, if u dont try to send it in any possible ways, it means u have less interest.
He thinks that im not interested in finding job. Haih... cant say much la! All i want now is a JOB!!! I cant stay in this STUPID COUNTRY anymore! I stay at home the entire day!... No friends to talk to... only virtually...(chat). I really wonder how my mum stays at home the whole day! I only go out the weekend, that also either to a friends house or grocery shopping.
Mum said, today we will make jam tarts. Then when i woke up in the morning at 11am...which is my normal waking up time, I saw her making it already. So i ask her why u didnt wait, she told me i thought u would wake up early, if u wake up so late what time to do. As though making jam tarts has to be done only in the morning. She can do it in the afternoon also, not to say we have tons of work to do anyway. Then she complaints of having pain on her shoulder and all. If i volunteer to do work for her, she always says she feels satisfied doing it. What the hell am I to do man!
Sigh..... i just have to sit and cry to myself at the moment. And I write to take it out! Sorry guys!