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...gotta do stupid homework. I hate homework...I hate work when there's no motivation or if it's about something I really do not care about. Like school...I just don't care, it's that simple. My parents have offered money, told me lots of things, tried to bribe me, all I do is act like I'm gonna try so I can get them off my back. I don't want to sound extremely useless or try to come across as "the-guy-you-definately-wouldn't-want-to-go-out-with-because-he's-a lazy-good-for-nothing"....if I was asked to do something for somebody I care about, then yeah, I'd get to it immediately, but school? To hell with it, to hell with jobs too. To hell with this "real world" and all of it's little worshippers (I.E....people who constantly go "you think school's bad, just wait untily ou get into the real world!") really...this here stupid homework...it means nothing to me, end of story. I don't mean to sound like a whiney little brat but still.
Yeah...like, I think you guys know what I mean. Like when I said bitch to the teacher, that time I did work, because then I actually had some motivation. I actually had a reason to do work, Cristy asked me to sort of. Now when it comes ot passing, or getting into a good college, or making alot of money or getting a good job...I just don't care. Hell, I'll be alright with being a nomad (someone who wanders aimlessly) or maybe I'll sort of do that but everything now and then stop at a friends house and stay the night. Food isn't a problem, I'm surrounded with garbage cans if I can't get some from my friends, and besides...I can easily steal some from a fast food place. Or maybe I'd freelance...mow a few lawns, sell some juice...I'd make enough to buy little snack things at a gas station. I've ranted enough...(and I forgot what I was talking about, like where I was in this whole thing)
Yeah...like, I think you guys know what I mean. Like when I said bitch to the teacher, that time I did work, because then I actually had some motivation. I actually had a reason to do work, Cristy asked me to sort of. Now when it comes ot passing, or getting into a good college, or making alot of money or getting a good job...I just don't care. Hell, I'll be alright with being a nomad (someone who wanders aimlessly) or maybe I'll sort of do that but everything now and then stop at a friends house and stay the night. Food isn't a problem, I'm surrounded with garbage cans if I can't get some from my friends, and besides...I can easily steal some from a fast food place. Or maybe I'd freelance...mow a few lawns, sell some juice...I'd make enough to buy little snack things at a gas station. I've ranted enough...(and I forgot what I was talking about, like where I was in this whole thing)