everybody hurts
hey. Well I have to go to practice in like 3 hours. Hmph. Toups changed the damn time last night!!! And I got a call at 6:30. I got home around 9:30. I didn't have time to arrange to go to swim this morning, so I have to leave drumline early. Sorry. It sucks because he'll proly be mad, but I planned my day already so I could be there from 12-3 not 3-7. I can't just change this shit less than 24 hours in advance. Yea I'm back swimmin. And it's surprising how I have already gotten back into the swing of things. I went back for the first time yesturday and now I'm sitting here with clorine in my hair and my face looks soo much better. That is one thing that most swimmers do not have. Ance. Argh. Joey went really easy on me yesturday, and I'm not expecting the same today. I did fly yesturday! I was so freaking shocked that I could still do that shit... Leah kinda pissed me off though. She was like "Carter thinks I'm a flyer now!" and bragging about it. It's like, you know what, Carter KNEW I was a flyer. That chick is so freaking nosey! We where talking about people that have changed groups since I left and she is telling me Clare Donnovan's times in breaststorke events. Then she tells me that Carter proly won't let me lift unless I'm in his group. Pshh. I was a better lifter than every one of those girls in there and many of the boys. Carter fucking told me that. It just pissed me off that she thinks that because I've been gone 8 months I can't do anything. But thats all part of swimming. Getting pissed off at Leah. But I do need to talk to Carter. I don't wanna lift at least untill like febuary. Then he might not even let me. That would suck if Leah was right. But whatever. I just hope that drumline won't screw me up to bad. Because I really do want to do it. It's just.. I dunno. Swimming is really something I HAVE to do. I can't just quit again. I won't. But I'm not going to miss drumline either. Swimming and drumline are so different. But I like them both a whole lot. Whats going to happen is that I'll swim and drum and not do my homework. Yea.
get some.
get some.