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geez foo you know something....i cant sleep and it sucks i wish i could i have like gone the whole week with like no sleep and it really blows if you ask but hey i guess i can get more stuff done right?????..but yeah i have been busy so far ive been workin with my dad minus pay haha i dont get paid i dont need money im doing it out of the goodness of my heart...if i wasnt dirt poor maybe i would do that but sadly that is not the case in this instance too bad..oh well its not like im gonna get paid anyway..but maybe just maybe he will respect me more for it...haha i could only hope...none of my words matter to him...so yeah i built him something haha maybe he wont think im gay anymore,.....hahaha i doubt it im still gay to him too bad i acctually know how to use tools and not makeup...he gots his signals crossed...hahahah im not the one watching will and grace haha hes the fruit *shakes head* people are crazy...hmm lets see....oh yeah i love milana more and more each and every day...and ive kinda learned not to take stuff for granted haha thx to the movie saw haha yeah never take stuff for granted especailly when its stuff you just cant live without...haha like me for instance its milana yeah i cant but i wouldnt mind haven here once and a while yeah wouldnt mind that at all *sigh* ok i better stop before i get sad...hmm uhhh yeah like the phone thingy... oh yeha i never told you but yeah i have been talkin to milana for like 2 months like once or even twice a week welllllll it finally came up to me and i had to pay a bill that was 160 bucks...haha what a quincidence i have a 160 straight haha well that cool i acctually dont really care i lost the largest amount of money to come into my possesion atleast it was for milana i couldnt have found i better cause right hehe...welllllllll i have to get her something hehe YAY finally well i got to get her a panda awwww because shes never gotten one before welllllll im just gonna have to get her one i just hope i can find a really really really nice one hehe i love her so much i could never find myself getting someone a stuffed animal awwwww hehe i love her like effin crazy....*sigh* to bad some "friends" as some put it want me to back off this thing i have and yeaaaaah haha i dont listen...im waaaaaaaaaaaay to hard headed to listen haha and also that im completely obsessed and totally in love with this woman i just hope not to lose friends in the process....this is my heart and ive given it to her and if its destined to be broken then so be it i will not protect myself anymore...im throwing all i have into this relationship and i guess if i have to lose things in the process then...it will just have to happen....its already been decided and theres nothing i can do to change it....and i wouldnt change it for the world hehe i love this woman i will be with her the rest of my life...i love you milana and yeaaaaaah hehe you will be my wife...DAMMIT!!!! hehe i sounded really crazy right there sorry im just wierd ok ok im done enough talking now im off to not sleep and play dynasty warriors until i finally pass out at like 4-7 one of those hopefully ok me gone and i love you whoever reads this hehe //_^...oh and excuse the spelling mistakes im to lazy to fix them this time