the hell has almost frozen over
well i have a feeling that all my entries are gonna sound the same for a while...i feel sick i dont know what it is but it feels wierd....*sigh* well im almost done with geometry i will be done with it by tomorrow i swear and that will be only one thing left...english 4...its gonna be a long month or less...i hope i can finish by the end of feb thats my goal but if i do it earlier then i have no objections cant wait to get out and get a job and take care of myself and if im lucky ill be taking care of the love of my life but who knows i might have a apartment of my own and then milana and me be together...*sigh* that would be a dream come true i swear i would be so happy...well im almost done filling out my application for vernon college and hopefully i can get some aid with it and wont have to pay as much...i need to get a job like right now....someone fucken hire me dammit....man im so lonely it sucks so much ass its unbelievable....*Sigh* i guess im done...i dont want to start whining again not even a journal deserves that