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Last night was awesome, we stayed up and watched show time *two drops of pee came out* and then we burned cds, well i kinda fell sleep on him. I cant help it. Then i went up stairs and had a fight with the psyco shock blanket. I woke up and we hung out then we went to church and talked to Ben. I went home and then that was just about it. i went home talked to Val and then went to a party and it was pretty boring to tell you the truth. Althought the guy we went to see almost died from laughing so hard.
Now im home and depressed.....I dont know why but every time i get back from Erics no matter how good of a time i had i get soo sad and i cant control my emotiong i just cry and cry and cry for nooo reason. I dont know what to do with myself. I cant handle it at all. Im crying now talking to Aylssa. i get jealous, and i dont know i trust eric with all my heart i know that hell never intentionally do somthing to hurt me but i dont know i just dont know...at all and its driving me up a wall. I gotta go before i cry my eyes puff again
Now im home and depressed.....I dont know why but every time i get back from Erics no matter how good of a time i had i get soo sad and i cant control my emotiong i just cry and cry and cry for nooo reason. I dont know what to do with myself. I cant handle it at all. Im crying now talking to Aylssa. i get jealous, and i dont know i trust eric with all my heart i know that hell never intentionally do somthing to hurt me but i dont know i just dont know...at all and its driving me up a wall. I gotta go before i cry my eyes puff again