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Hmm..
today was an interesting day to say the least. I saw Matt today for the first time since we broke up and that was surprisingly nice and normal.
I just wish this wasn't the most emotional few weeks of my life. Last night at choir..i reallllly didn't need what happened. Thank god Mr. C was there and saved my life and he saved my sanity again today in school. I love him. I am in love with him. I am going to marry him. hahah. Anyhow, so after a long talk with Mr. C...I am feeling better. Sort of. I just feel like I havn't really talked to my friends in a while. I havn't really felt connected in a while..and that makes me sad. But what can I do. I guess I just feel like some people have better things to do..and I don't really.
Anyhow. I am babysitting tomorrow night for the first time in 29834 years and that is good because theN i will get money..which i desperately need. OH and my mom said "MAYBE" to me buying a 2000 dollar car I found..its black, its a ford coup of some sort, its like..8 years old, black, standard 5 speed, new clutch...and it's cool and gets great gas mileage cuz its standard and its cheaper cuz of that too..so thats good. Maybe always means yes eventually with my mom. So it looks like I am going to be purchasing a car soon. I realllly have no money though so now I am going to be broke after this. But whatever, it is worth it.
today was an interesting day to say the least. I saw Matt today for the first time since we broke up and that was surprisingly nice and normal.
I just wish this wasn't the most emotional few weeks of my life. Last night at choir..i reallllly didn't need what happened. Thank god Mr. C was there and saved my life and he saved my sanity again today in school. I love him. I am in love with him. I am going to marry him. hahah. Anyhow, so after a long talk with Mr. C...I am feeling better. Sort of. I just feel like I havn't really talked to my friends in a while. I havn't really felt connected in a while..and that makes me sad. But what can I do. I guess I just feel like some people have better things to do..and I don't really.
Anyhow. I am babysitting tomorrow night for the first time in 29834 years and that is good because theN i will get money..which i desperately need. OH and my mom said "MAYBE" to me buying a 2000 dollar car I found..its black, its a ford coup of some sort, its like..8 years old, black, standard 5 speed, new clutch...and it's cool and gets great gas mileage cuz its standard and its cheaper cuz of that too..so thats good. Maybe always means yes eventually with my mom. So it looks like I am going to be purchasing a car soon. I realllly have no money though so now I am going to be broke after this. But whatever, it is worth it.