Unbelieveable
Sometimes, you wonder at everything you've learned and how much there still is out there that you know nothing about. Last night was one of those times. I'm still trying to decide how I feel about seeing a pair of living creatures I've never heard described, one of them obviously sentient, the other dangerous as hell. The thought that we could've been hurt; that some of us out there in the woods might've been killed, is a sobering one.
The other thing is my relationship with Riza Hawkeye. She has always been a woman I've had my eye on, ever since we started working here at Oaklyn. That we came together last night, that we made love, I hadn't expected that. Still, it was amazing. She is amazing and amazingly beautiful. I don't want to get ahead of myself but there is something about her, as if she's exactly who I've been searching for all my life. I wish I could talk to someone about this besides Riza, damn, I wish I could talk to Maes. I still miss him so much.
Still, I'll take comfort in the fact Riza is here with me now and we'll see what happens with the rest.