tired tired need sleep
I've been taking too much aderal I think.
It's the only way I can pay attention and school and get things accomplished though.
I get soo tired from it.
I can't get to bed until around 4 in the morning.
I got a second job at Linens N things.
I can already tell I'm going to be burned out by the time Linens N Things shuts down, which is in 2 months I think.
OMG Jimi called me last night at 3am!!!
I was super depressed so I texted him and he called me.
That made me so happy I haven't heard his voice in so long!
It was sad though because we are both getting severely depressed with our lives. He's still throwing up and cutting... I don't know what to tell him.
I wish there was some way I could go out there or he could come here, but it's so fucking expensive. I miss him way too much.
I work at five today.gross.
Look it's the last supper in the palm of my hands.
Who wants to do shrooms with me, anyone??