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so i gripe and angst a lot. i do this in real life, but i do it even more on this dumb little page. and that's okay, because it's a kind of release valve or whatever. but the happier moments don't get mentioned as often as they should. today was okay, for one; saw some people i haven't seen for a while, and a funny play, and had a long talk on the phone. also, my life so far hasn't been so bad; i've actually done more than i thought i might--that is, i've been given the whole love/art thing, at least the once for each, even if i am the only one who felt/feels either (though i don't think that i was/am) & even if they're both transient sensations, like the rest of life. the two're related, i think, & the feelings're mine, they're not really up for discussion, reciprocation of either is not requisite. and i'm not dead yet. so who knows, i might get lucky a few more times, if i'm lucky enough to be lucky again.
jumbled. inarticulate. well. no worries.
jumbled. inarticulate. well. no worries.