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I've fallen into that unmotivated uninspired slump again, where almost anything in existance is more entertaining to me than graphic design. Gah.
I know, just do it, just get it done, blah blah. But if nothing good is coming to mind, forcing myself will just make it worse.
I'll get over it, I always do. It's just a serious drag.
What's also is a serious drag is that i literally have 10 dollars to my name right now and I have no idea when the refund money is going to get here. I'm backed up on about $250+ that I owe to Aleks and I feel like a total bum I don't have it. And the number keeps rising.
Not even fucking Subway has called me yet. Jesus.
I could totally be at the beach right now... watching one of Chris' canes drift away into the endless ocean.
It's rainy and gloomy, which isn't making anything better. Especially when I was literally walking out the door to take pictures for class when it started. Now the lighting is going to be poop all day, so who knows when I'll get to do that.
I was in a good mood this morning, but now, sitting here and thinking, I'm realizing how unhappy I'm feeling lately.
I need something.
I know, just do it, just get it done, blah blah. But if nothing good is coming to mind, forcing myself will just make it worse.
I'll get over it, I always do. It's just a serious drag.
What's also is a serious drag is that i literally have 10 dollars to my name right now and I have no idea when the refund money is going to get here. I'm backed up on about $250+ that I owe to Aleks and I feel like a total bum I don't have it. And the number keeps rising.
Not even fucking Subway has called me yet. Jesus.
I could totally be at the beach right now... watching one of Chris' canes drift away into the endless ocean.
It's rainy and gloomy, which isn't making anything better. Especially when I was literally walking out the door to take pictures for class when it started. Now the lighting is going to be poop all day, so who knows when I'll get to do that.
I was in a good mood this morning, but now, sitting here and thinking, I'm realizing how unhappy I'm feeling lately.
I need something.