Doubting myself.
"When I finally ironed out
All of my priorities
And asked God to remove the doubt
That makes me so unsure of these
Things I ask myself
I ask myself,
"Do you know what you are getting yourself into?" "
So I did something the other day, and I know it's what is right for me at this point in my life. I've gone through all the steps of this thing. I've been through the struggles, the questions, and all the scary parts that come along with my actions. So now that I've done what I should have done, I'm doubting myself beyond belief. I guess it's not so much the decision I made, but the way I went about it. Did I do it the best way? Did I do it in a way that wouldn't affect others? I dont know, I guess that's what happens in these kind of situations. We'll see! Does any of that make sense?
Now that SPring Break is over...I'm ready for summer to be here. Actually I'm just ready for it to be May, because then at least I'll have a job and can do all kinds of things. I'm going to find one before that. The gas station around the corner is hiring...but I'm not sure that I want to work at a gas station. Not that there is anything wrong with it, but I'm not sure that it's for me imparticular. One of the video stores was hiring too, I think I'm going to call them tomorrow and see if they are still hiring, and if they are, I'll probably apply there. That wouldn't be so bad, just a couple of long nights is all. That I can handle. Who knows. Anyway, I'm out for the time being.
XOXOXO
Meesh
All of my priorities
And asked God to remove the doubt
That makes me so unsure of these
Things I ask myself
I ask myself,
"Do you know what you are getting yourself into?" "
So I did something the other day, and I know it's what is right for me at this point in my life. I've gone through all the steps of this thing. I've been through the struggles, the questions, and all the scary parts that come along with my actions. So now that I've done what I should have done, I'm doubting myself beyond belief. I guess it's not so much the decision I made, but the way I went about it. Did I do it the best way? Did I do it in a way that wouldn't affect others? I dont know, I guess that's what happens in these kind of situations. We'll see! Does any of that make sense?
Now that SPring Break is over...I'm ready for summer to be here. Actually I'm just ready for it to be May, because then at least I'll have a job and can do all kinds of things. I'm going to find one before that. The gas station around the corner is hiring...but I'm not sure that I want to work at a gas station. Not that there is anything wrong with it, but I'm not sure that it's for me imparticular. One of the video stores was hiring too, I think I'm going to call them tomorrow and see if they are still hiring, and if they are, I'll probably apply there. That wouldn't be so bad, just a couple of long nights is all. That I can handle. Who knows. Anyway, I'm out for the time being.
XOXOXO
Meesh