Just another wreck in progress...

[state_of_ain]

i was looking through my computer and i found a poem i wrote awhile back...it seems kind of funny now...but i can remember when i wrote this how seriously i felt...so yea give it a read and let me know what you think...

i saw myself drowning in my own blood and tears...
six feet under the evidence of the pain i've felt for years...
blood from a broken heart with no hope of repair...
tears from eyes showing that i did once care...
when i finally drown and let my old self rot away...
sleep will once again bring hope of a new day...
constantly taunted by a vindictive diety...
always being lectured by people impressed with their own piety...
my escape came through a hole in my head where my life once was...
a nine millimeter window showing that i no longer care what everyone else does...
as light stabs my eyes and my lashes flutter apart...
i wish for sleep as i let another day in this hell start...

thats one of the only poems i've written that i still have...i guess all the other ones where either lost burned or thrown away...so yea...see ya' in the funny pages...