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i am so fucking depressed than ever! my car died cuz it had an oil leak and i failed to do nada about it. i guess the engine froze and i apparently need a new one. you dont understand how unhappy i am that i just want to cry every second of every day. i lost my independance and now i cant work out as much either. or hang out with some one who is real important to me. why did this happen to me? just when i am about to get my finances in order and be able to save this has to go and happen. fuck this shit... i hate life!!! i so dont even want to go back to school.. dont want to go to work... dont want to get out of bed. just stay there forever. plus the sharks lost and now the flames go onto the finals. im just gonna go to bed now cuz ill just sit here and cry otherwise