Depression

Nov 30, 2005 22:28


Well.  I am in one of my depressive stages again.  All I want to do is cry and eat.  I am a food addict.  I self-medicate with food.  I am also feeling desperate.  I am lonely.  I am at a point where it is probably dangerous for me to be dating anyone right now.  I feel as if being with anyone would be better than being alone.  This would not be good.  Mentally I know this.  How can I convince my emotions of this?  At the same time as this is all going through my head, I want to hide under the covers and hide from the world. 
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