Nov 30, 2005 22:28
Well. I am in one of my depressive stages again. All I want to do is cry and eat. I am a food addict. I self-medicate with food. I am also feeling desperate. I am lonely. I am at a point where it is probably dangerous for me to be dating anyone right now. I feel as if being with anyone would be better than being alone. This would not be good. Mentally I know this. How can I convince my emotions of this? At the same time as this is all going through my head, I want to hide under the covers and hide from the world.