May 02, 2010 17:18
its a feeling upon which i can't place a finger on,
something i've been trying my utmost to deny and deceive myself into thinking that its all a ball of yarn spun from my bountiful imagination around spindles of neediness
its like a halo of peace enraptures my heart -
his presence
makes me breathe slow
just like the raindrops pacing worned out footsteps
he makes me feel like the quietest way i can go without disturbing the rest of the universe
head bowed, a silent exit just like a little tiny wax candle among thousands others being snuffed out
without a trace of blemish, would still stir up a ripple and cause a destruction only in his eyes.
i have to say i didnt see this coming, not with him. and yet although it warms the peripherals of my heart strings, i dont desire this sensation. if its within my will, i'd want to rid myself of it before i get in too deep .