cast in gold
there are some things you just can't fight
LIKE LOVE.
i guess i had never really fully swallowed the fact that i am leaving on fri. its always been this faraway thing, this omg yea i'll be leaving soon but never going to happen until later kind of event. it scares me how things just hit me in the face and everything seems so surreal yet real at the same time. so much so i'm afraid of letting go now because im insecure like that and i am very afraid of losing the people and the familiarity i have now.
i cried after vic left :C
its like this immense tornado sussing up a big storm yet its centre's bittersweet. i was trying to look at her more, take in more of the way she talks the way she laughs and the way she looks so that i'd have enough of her to last me for a year.
ok cheryl smarten up its time for the next phase of your life.
and it is also about time to book your seats for that dreaded flight. god i hate plane rides. i hate how i have to try to hold my pee cos im afraid of the WHOOSHING flush sound that hell of a latrine hole makes. plus i want kidz meals on board and i want my extra luggage weight. whine whine whine :c