EVERYTHING SHE TOUCHED TURNED AMPEXIAN
Romance is that enchantment that distance lends to things.
well hello dear friend, its been four/five years and i have to say you're still gold. ok fine, things weren't all dandy and many times i find myself being annoyed, unwillingly succumbing to peer pressure abt gossips and the bitching and the unnecessary irritance but the fact is i know who you are and i dont mind the package that comes along with the real you. i guess i like things which remain unchanged and the fact that we were the dynamic duo of cheryl chen and cheryl cheah back in the good ole RG/RJ days and still are today makes me happy <3
had dinner with the man and his crew today. like woah talk abt rowdy. HAHAHAH
But in the dark, stripped down to your bones, all that remains is you.
(its not that i berate myself too often but theres a kind of susceptibility in me towards getting hooked on a particular something at any one time. i wonder why i can’t have things just mediocre, i never know how to reach the balancing point of any matter. for me it seems to always be either inadequete or far too excessive for my own good. something in me spurs obsession. its like i don’t know when or where to say stop- the propensity of my extremity has yet to be tested to its limits, but i for sure know that things won’t be pretty if they get this far. i am afraid of myself at times and the harshness at which i am able to disregard others. pple around me tend to be condescending, telling me that i must be too critical with myself, nitpicking at minor flaws here and there. ‘just let things be’ they tell me one too often a time. i knows its wrong but i toss emotions just like used waste paper. i fail to look at things from the other party’s perspective- if i could have a secret superhero ability it would be the ability to mindread. because i believe only then would i learn to handle hearts with care)