im baaaaack
new year. fresh start. lets see how long this lasts. im starting this thing again, out of boredom, as something to procrastinate with, idk, but im not going to let it be a whiny crap journal that nobody really gives a shit about. ha-- im only kidding myself. i think it took me so long to pick this back up after the summer because i just couldnt bring myself to sit down and right about it. im still having trouble putting it into words, into coherent thoughts really, and i dont want to say anything now because i know i can't do justice to it, and i would devalue my summer by trying to say just how perfect it was. im just ridiculously sad its over. it is officially fall. and this school year is officially sucking. the days take way too long and the weeks aren't passing quickly enough. i need to get into the groove of things, i need to stop checking my email so often.
i tried out for the drama yesterday, got callbacks, they were today-- went really well but despite my personal feelings of accomplishment i still don't think i'm going to get a part. hopefully i'll be pleasantly suprised, but im bracing myself for disappointment just in case. ever the pessimist. fucking forensics current events-- back to work. enough of this.
countdown. 13 days.