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i wish i just didnt give a fuck about any of this, so i could blow it off and not care, so i could drop out of school and work at waldbaums or wendys for the rest of my life and be satisfied with that. fucking standards and pressure and my own drive to do good. why can't i smoke it all away and live in ignorant bliss. society is fucked up- we've raised our standards so high that one day soon its just all going to crash with the strain of it all. i live with perpetual headaches and anxiety- simply because i care about my future. what the fuck is up with that?