surrounded by a quiet pointlessness
in the library. again. bored because i try to avoid the cafeteria. chances are i would be bored there too. i forgot my book. i wish i hadn't.
the thing is, i've already read this book, and its upsetting because i want to emerse myself in beautiful literature and soak up as many books as one possibly can in a lifetime, yet lately i've just been reading and re-reading the same things over and over. ahh to have these be the least of my problems. it feels... dull. but in a good, safe, predictable way i guess.
the next few weeks are going to suck hardcore. i have so many unpleasant obligations to attend to. not looking forward to may.
if someone were to look at me right now. im guessing they would think that i'm depressed. i hate these circles i run.
the thing is, i've already read this book, and its upsetting because i want to emerse myself in beautiful literature and soak up as many books as one possibly can in a lifetime, yet lately i've just been reading and re-reading the same things over and over. ahh to have these be the least of my problems. it feels... dull. but in a good, safe, predictable way i guess.
the next few weeks are going to suck hardcore. i have so many unpleasant obligations to attend to. not looking forward to may.
if someone were to look at me right now. im guessing they would think that i'm depressed. i hate these circles i run.