mitch, stop!!!
im at sammmmmms with jules. so of course this is the hardest i've laughed all vacation. last night was mcr/avenged sevenfold/nora/alexisonfire-- it was good. i really liked alexisonfire, and i had never heard them before so it was nice. and mcr was great as expected but i really wanted them to play demolition lovers.
went to starbucks before to hang out with tim and other people. it was slightly awkward extremely uncomfortable. but now everything is better because i can be myself.
school is tomorrow. i have decisions to make. or rather they are made but i have to act on them. i can already feel the panic attacks. that knot that forms whenever i think about going back and how i'm never going to be ready. i'll just keep thinking about the weekend that is so close. the weekend that means nights in the city with people i can count on to love me back. and celebrating with dear melanie.
im so happy sams back. i missed that girl hardcore.
went to starbucks before to hang out with tim and other people. it was slightly awkward extremely uncomfortable. but now everything is better because i can be myself.
school is tomorrow. i have decisions to make. or rather they are made but i have to act on them. i can already feel the panic attacks. that knot that forms whenever i think about going back and how i'm never going to be ready. i'll just keep thinking about the weekend that is so close. the weekend that means nights in the city with people i can count on to love me back. and celebrating with dear melanie.
im so happy sams back. i missed that girl hardcore.