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for the past 5 minutes i have been sitting here, writing, deleting, and rewriting this sentence. well not that sentence because that isn't what i wanted to say-- but i guess the whole point of that was that i don't really know what i want to say, or how i want to say it, or if i can say it at all. so i won't, and instead i'll just be cryptic and annoying and make you all think there is something incredibly life-changing and important that i have on my mind. or just piss you off.
i want to go for a bike ride. i want to sit on the beach and press my head to the sand and hear the waves-- and freeze my ass off in the process. i want to do anything but sit in this room and be bored and alone on saturday night because the people i babysat for came home early. last night was pretty disappointing, and tonight isn't going much better. i had fun at sydnees, vegging out on her bed for FOUR hours and ordering food i couldn't pay for. and then we went to class olympics for a bit, the juniors dance was so good-- its all about the guys. after that i want home for a few minutes to check in and then went to jules' house. hung out in her garage. i wasn't in the greatest of moods, and neither was anyone else really. ____ was being pretty annoying-- didn't make thing any better. when i got home i was too tired to see, but despite that i couldnt fall asleep, and when i finally did it was full of really vivid, unpleasant dreams. i guess my lack of sleep during the night made me fall dead asleep in the morning, because somehow i slept through my tutor and i got a lot of shit for that in the afternoon.
this entry isnt finished, but im just not in the mood to write anymore....
i want to go for a bike ride. i want to sit on the beach and press my head to the sand and hear the waves-- and freeze my ass off in the process. i want to do anything but sit in this room and be bored and alone on saturday night because the people i babysat for came home early. last night was pretty disappointing, and tonight isn't going much better. i had fun at sydnees, vegging out on her bed for FOUR hours and ordering food i couldn't pay for. and then we went to class olympics for a bit, the juniors dance was so good-- its all about the guys. after that i want home for a few minutes to check in and then went to jules' house. hung out in her garage. i wasn't in the greatest of moods, and neither was anyone else really. ____ was being pretty annoying-- didn't make thing any better. when i got home i was too tired to see, but despite that i couldnt fall asleep, and when i finally did it was full of really vivid, unpleasant dreams. i guess my lack of sleep during the night made me fall dead asleep in the morning, because somehow i slept through my tutor and i got a lot of shit for that in the afternoon.
this entry isnt finished, but im just not in the mood to write anymore....