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i'm so sorry. i don't even know what to say. i guess as its all sinking in this whole thing is becoming more and more real. i didn't even know him. but jesus, i can't even begin to imagine the pain this is bringing to everyone who did know Ronnie. i'm so sorry. i wish i could say something that could take it all away, make the pain disappear, but words like that don't exist. i know nothing can ever take away the pain and loss, the questions, and guilt. if i could do just a little to help i would do anything. this is hurting me in ways i've never experienced, it hurts just to know how much deeper the pain is for everyone else. kyle-- the only thing i can say to you now is to make sure ronnie is remembered for the greatness of his life, and not for the tragedy of his death. i can't tell you the pain will ease, that'll you'll be better, i don't know. but take comfort in your memories of ronnie, try not to dwell on the unanswerable questions of his death.
i'm so sorry.
i'm so sorry.