Feb 06, 2005 11:28
Alrighty, so, not much going on. Today is the last day that this possible tradegy can still happen to someone I know. Hopefully things go well, but I have confidence that it will. Luckily for me, I get to go out for Thai food. Yes, this is random, but I haven't had Thai food in awhile and not to mention, I haven't been to one here in dekalb, and apparently there's one in the downtown area that I just didn't know about. I like Thai food, but hell, I like food in general. So I had a really bad dream I wanted to tell Tim about last night. I had this dream like the other night where it took place in the future... around the time when Tim comes back and brings one of his shipmate buddies. So I'm in school cuz when Tim comes back permanently, I'll be back in school already.. ::sighs:: I hate school! lol. Anyways, it was odd because it took place in the future, yet.. it seemed like it was also this weekend because I had the same homework assignment still. So that was the odd part. Anyways, I think Tim and his buddy Chris wanted to go to the Ren fair in my dream. Which was cool by me, but as much as I wanted to go, I had homework to do.. and for some odd reason, they were going on a Sunday (I think they're closed on Sundays?)... anyhoo, they left I believe, when they came back (like what seemed like short minutes later)... Tim was like... acting differently around me. Instead of being all lovey dovey, he gets all like, distant with me. Then he starts treating me like crap... and I started feeling hurt and upset... because of how serious Tim has been with me. Then I believe in my dream he wanted to break up with me... so then I was like "FINE! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!" I was so freaking upset. It seemed so real... and this was the day after I last talked with Tim on the phone too. Anyways, this has been the second dream I've had of Tim of us having a break-up that was pretty hard on me. It didn't seem to bother Tim so much though in both those dreams... it makes me question reality. I hope more people read this and respond to me about my dream. Any comment would be appreciated, especially by friends of Tim's (this would include his sis too lol). Ok, that's enough of me blabbing on. Thanks for taking your time to read this.
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