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Tonight was just everywhere for the most part. Didn't feel good all day... my right eye is killing me and the pain is now quickly setting into the left one as well. I need glasses, I had glasses last year around this time, but I somehow left them in Omaha somewhere in May/June, and no longer have them. My insurance sucks ass for eye appointments and what not, and we don't have the money right now to buy me new glasses... so sitting in front of a computer screen reading endless amounts of pages kinda kills my eyes.
I went with Chuck to the humane society tonight to see Banka (the bunny I want-ed).. when we saw her I was terrified. She immediately reminded me of a bunny that you see in horror films, or nightmares... she was a HUGE albino with bright red, beaty eyeballs... all she was missing to fit into the horror films/nightmares was the foaming mouth. Chuck didn't look too thrilled with her either.. so we looked at the other bunnies and stuff. There was an adorable black and white floppy eared bunny named Oreo (haha)... he was like 8 or 9 months old... pretty big... we were totally wanting him, but it said the reasoning he was brought there was because he is destructive.. which isn't good. We want a friendly pet, not a destructive one lol. Then there was a tiny grayish-brown one... that had white tips on each paw... she didn’t have a name though. She was only 7 months old… the most adorable thing. We weren’t sure if we wanted to give Oreo a chance, or get the baby… so we decided that we’d go back tomorrow after putting some thought into it tonight. We stopped and looked at the mice and rats before we left.. we saw the cute little mouse, Millie, that I showed Chuck a picture of. She was in a cage with another mouse, a brown colored one… they looked so cute. They were curled up cuddling in the corner. After admiring them we headed to the apartment and ate some pizza… talked about me moving in… school… animals… etc. We talked about how cute Millie and her friend were in the cage and decided that’s who we wanted… I told Chuck we couldn’t separate them, that we’d hafta get them both, he totally agree’d. So tomorrow when he gets off work we are heading back out to Coon Rapids to the Humane Society and picking up Millie and her friend. So starting tomorrow me and chuck will have two female mousey’s (I know I know it’s called mice lol but mousey’s is so much cuter lol). We went up to Jimmy and Shawn’s work for their break… Chuck had to give Jimmy some things for his car. After that we headed to my house to drop me off. I guess Chuck talked to Jason when he got home about me moving in… supposedly Jason didn’t look too thrilled about it, oh well, he’s moving out soon anyways.
I came home… thought about some stuff… realized some stuff… and now in Kimi’s journal it says, “So I guess Anna and I are no longer friends. No comment on that.”. I do not recall ever saying those words, I do remember saying that I give up. I’ve tried talking to you, and I always seem to get one word responses. That tells me that you’re not really wanting/trying for a friendship with me. You don’t talk to me at all really anymore. I understand I fucked things up, and I’ve apologized numerous times already… and I don’t know what else I can do, besides try and talk to you and be friends with you again… and so far it’s pretty much been one sided.. and I won’t have a friendship that is one sided. So I guess if this leaves us as not friends, I guess there’s nothing I can do about it any longer unless I see response from your side. I’d still hate to see the last month disappear, but honestly I’m not dealing with a one sided friendship. It needs strength from both sides, and it hasn’t had any lately. You are a wonderful person, very beautiful, and an amazing friend, me on the other am far from it, we seemed to have gotten along just fine, until I fucked up like I knew I would… so I’ll just leave it at that. I take fault for all of it. I’m done. I will always be here for you if you ever need anything, but if you want a friendship, you have to start it and try for it.
Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday dear Claudio and CW,
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to both…
Claudio elvisdechico and CW cwthegamer
Tomorrow I am going up to Northtown with Denny in the morning… picking up some mousey stuff… going to the humane society with chuck to pick up our new animals… going to the apt and what not for the night.
I’m off to bed… hopefully my eye wont hurt as bad tomorrow.
♥ anna
I went with Chuck to the humane society tonight to see Banka (the bunny I want-ed).. when we saw her I was terrified. She immediately reminded me of a bunny that you see in horror films, or nightmares... she was a HUGE albino with bright red, beaty eyeballs... all she was missing to fit into the horror films/nightmares was the foaming mouth. Chuck didn't look too thrilled with her either.. so we looked at the other bunnies and stuff. There was an adorable black and white floppy eared bunny named Oreo (haha)... he was like 8 or 9 months old... pretty big... we were totally wanting him, but it said the reasoning he was brought there was because he is destructive.. which isn't good. We want a friendly pet, not a destructive one lol. Then there was a tiny grayish-brown one... that had white tips on each paw... she didn’t have a name though. She was only 7 months old… the most adorable thing. We weren’t sure if we wanted to give Oreo a chance, or get the baby… so we decided that we’d go back tomorrow after putting some thought into it tonight. We stopped and looked at the mice and rats before we left.. we saw the cute little mouse, Millie, that I showed Chuck a picture of. She was in a cage with another mouse, a brown colored one… they looked so cute. They were curled up cuddling in the corner. After admiring them we headed to the apartment and ate some pizza… talked about me moving in… school… animals… etc. We talked about how cute Millie and her friend were in the cage and decided that’s who we wanted… I told Chuck we couldn’t separate them, that we’d hafta get them both, he totally agree’d. So tomorrow when he gets off work we are heading back out to Coon Rapids to the Humane Society and picking up Millie and her friend. So starting tomorrow me and chuck will have two female mousey’s (I know I know it’s called mice lol but mousey’s is so much cuter lol). We went up to Jimmy and Shawn’s work for their break… Chuck had to give Jimmy some things for his car. After that we headed to my house to drop me off. I guess Chuck talked to Jason when he got home about me moving in… supposedly Jason didn’t look too thrilled about it, oh well, he’s moving out soon anyways.
I came home… thought about some stuff… realized some stuff… and now in Kimi’s journal it says, “So I guess Anna and I are no longer friends. No comment on that.”. I do not recall ever saying those words, I do remember saying that I give up. I’ve tried talking to you, and I always seem to get one word responses. That tells me that you’re not really wanting/trying for a friendship with me. You don’t talk to me at all really anymore. I understand I fucked things up, and I’ve apologized numerous times already… and I don’t know what else I can do, besides try and talk to you and be friends with you again… and so far it’s pretty much been one sided.. and I won’t have a friendship that is one sided. So I guess if this leaves us as not friends, I guess there’s nothing I can do about it any longer unless I see response from your side. I’d still hate to see the last month disappear, but honestly I’m not dealing with a one sided friendship. It needs strength from both sides, and it hasn’t had any lately. You are a wonderful person, very beautiful, and an amazing friend, me on the other am far from it, we seemed to have gotten along just fine, until I fucked up like I knew I would… so I’ll just leave it at that. I take fault for all of it. I’m done. I will always be here for you if you ever need anything, but if you want a friendship, you have to start it and try for it.
Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday dear Claudio and CW,
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to both…
Claudio elvisdechico and CW cwthegamer
Tomorrow I am going up to Northtown with Denny in the morning… picking up some mousey stuff… going to the humane society with chuck to pick up our new animals… going to the apt and what not for the night.
I’m off to bed… hopefully my eye wont hurt as bad tomorrow.
♥ anna