meet the new boy
so derek just wasn't cutting it and thennn... he went off and decided he actually liked me and didn't just wanna fuck me. too late buddy. you made it clear in the begining what that relationship was gonna be and i was fine with it and kept it that way. now you wanna change your mind? doesn't work like that. either way, he wasn't good in bed anyways.
so saturday night was james's 21st birthday party. that was an interesting day and night. anyways, i see a boy all tatted up and of course i have to have him. james tells me some stuff then out of left field, will of all people, hooks it up. i didn't expect that one at all. so he was kind of a dick but we all know i like that in a guy. he asked for my number and i blew him off the first time. then he walked me to my car and he asked again and i gave in.
he called monday while i was at work and we hung out tuesday after i got off. it was nice. he came over and we just talked for like 3 hours. he just got out of the army so that was the bulk of the conversation. i also saw my first shooting star of the summer! yay!
last night was where it got kinda bad. kassandra and i were at walmart buying 300 and he calls and he's drunk by himself at a bar. so i tell him to call me when he wants to leave and i'll go get him cuz i didn't want him driving. well of course he calls begging to be picked up as soon as kassandra and i settle down and start the movie. so i go pick him up and he calls as i'm getting off the highway and was like "PLEASE come pick me up, i'm wasted and i don't know anyone" blah blah blah. so i pull up to the bar and call him and he's like "ok let me finish my beer and say goodbye to everyone." wtf?! come outside now. i didn't come all the way back to this side of town so you can take your time. oh well. so he gets in the car and starts calling me "baby" and trying to make out with me. obviously he's wasted and he's claiming he's not. whatever. we go back to his dad's apartment where he's staying till he gets some money to move out, and we go chill in his room. he was seriously getting on my nerves with his drunk ass and i sure did tell him. the next thing i know he wants to go to bed and cuddle. ugh. i'm not your girlfriend. we've hung out 3 times. no! so he starts getting all cute and of course i fall for it and we make out and what not (i didn't screw him or anything. i've decided i'm not gonna have anymore "fuck buddy" relationships. i'm gonna have a real relationship or nothing at all). then he falls asleep. so i wake his ass up and make him walk me outside and i leave.
today i call him at like 1 so i can take him to his car, and he doesn't answer. then he texts me and says will showed up at his place and he's gonna take him. ok, well last night you were all about hanging out, so are we gonna do that? he never answers. i ask him if he remembered anything from last night and of course he doesn't. ugh. so i dunno if he actually ment anything he said or if he was just trying to get in my pants like will said he might. grrrr.
i still don't know why i'm all pissy today. its not all his fault but some of it sure is. anyways... i can't figure out what he wants from me. when i asked last night he just said that he really liked me. who knows if he ment it or just wanted in my pants.
boys suck.
so saturday night was james's 21st birthday party. that was an interesting day and night. anyways, i see a boy all tatted up and of course i have to have him. james tells me some stuff then out of left field, will of all people, hooks it up. i didn't expect that one at all. so he was kind of a dick but we all know i like that in a guy. he asked for my number and i blew him off the first time. then he walked me to my car and he asked again and i gave in.
he called monday while i was at work and we hung out tuesday after i got off. it was nice. he came over and we just talked for like 3 hours. he just got out of the army so that was the bulk of the conversation. i also saw my first shooting star of the summer! yay!
last night was where it got kinda bad. kassandra and i were at walmart buying 300 and he calls and he's drunk by himself at a bar. so i tell him to call me when he wants to leave and i'll go get him cuz i didn't want him driving. well of course he calls begging to be picked up as soon as kassandra and i settle down and start the movie. so i go pick him up and he calls as i'm getting off the highway and was like "PLEASE come pick me up, i'm wasted and i don't know anyone" blah blah blah. so i pull up to the bar and call him and he's like "ok let me finish my beer and say goodbye to everyone." wtf?! come outside now. i didn't come all the way back to this side of town so you can take your time. oh well. so he gets in the car and starts calling me "baby" and trying to make out with me. obviously he's wasted and he's claiming he's not. whatever. we go back to his dad's apartment where he's staying till he gets some money to move out, and we go chill in his room. he was seriously getting on my nerves with his drunk ass and i sure did tell him. the next thing i know he wants to go to bed and cuddle. ugh. i'm not your girlfriend. we've hung out 3 times. no! so he starts getting all cute and of course i fall for it and we make out and what not (i didn't screw him or anything. i've decided i'm not gonna have anymore "fuck buddy" relationships. i'm gonna have a real relationship or nothing at all). then he falls asleep. so i wake his ass up and make him walk me outside and i leave.
today i call him at like 1 so i can take him to his car, and he doesn't answer. then he texts me and says will showed up at his place and he's gonna take him. ok, well last night you were all about hanging out, so are we gonna do that? he never answers. i ask him if he remembered anything from last night and of course he doesn't. ugh. so i dunno if he actually ment anything he said or if he was just trying to get in my pants like will said he might. grrrr.
i still don't know why i'm all pissy today. its not all his fault but some of it sure is. anyways... i can't figure out what he wants from me. when i asked last night he just said that he really liked me. who knows if he ment it or just wanted in my pants.
boys suck.