Salem
I wanted to recap all the great/funny times i had over my "break" but all i can think of is how i got to where i am right now.
I guess the good memories will come out later when i actually feel okay again.
In the meantime I will continue to mend.... and beat myself up a little bit.
Things I want to fix:
I am a messy and disorganized person
I come off differently than i want to
my skin-makes me feel disgusting
my relationships/confidence
my family
my future
become the super skinny person that everyone wants to see..(or what the others have been looking for)
I havent been keeping in touch with people
I feel slightly selfish lately
I care more about people than I should
Get healthy
i am supposably unnappreciative (or so i've been informed)
People dont really care what is going on because i seem to have dumb problems again
find out where the hell my boobs went
my standards/following my gutt instinct
being decisive
patience
drinking
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thats my list for today ( a little more negative then originally intended)