So confused
So when I get angry, or sad... I just sleep. It was something I did when I was depressed, and something I continue now.
We had a normal skills and drills practice for crew, and came in around 7am. (early)
At this point the coach decides to inform us that he is transferring to Vassar University effective immediately, so there is no coach right now, and he doesnt know when there will actually be a good candidate to take his place. He said that he feels bad, but he has a child to support, and this job was the first great offer he got.
I cried, said goodbye, talked to Sammy and realized that the thing keeping me in crew was the coach.
I felt like I had something to prove to him because he had put so much faith in me my first year, and moved me up to Varsity faster than normal. I get along with my team, but dont feel any loyalty to them when it comes to the sport.
It is my senior year, and I am applying for grad school, trying to organize my life next year, etc. The problem is that I love being active, but I dont want to have to fight with administration, my last 3 months at school. I mean there is the future to worry about... and I dont really feel like I have much say in the future of the crew program. I dont know, I am going to talk to some people at school and make up my mind because right now I dont know where I stand on the issue.
We had a normal skills and drills practice for crew, and came in around 7am. (early)
At this point the coach decides to inform us that he is transferring to Vassar University effective immediately, so there is no coach right now, and he doesnt know when there will actually be a good candidate to take his place. He said that he feels bad, but he has a child to support, and this job was the first great offer he got.
I cried, said goodbye, talked to Sammy and realized that the thing keeping me in crew was the coach.
I felt like I had something to prove to him because he had put so much faith in me my first year, and moved me up to Varsity faster than normal. I get along with my team, but dont feel any loyalty to them when it comes to the sport.
It is my senior year, and I am applying for grad school, trying to organize my life next year, etc. The problem is that I love being active, but I dont want to have to fight with administration, my last 3 months at school. I mean there is the future to worry about... and I dont really feel like I have much say in the future of the crew program. I dont know, I am going to talk to some people at school and make up my mind because right now I dont know where I stand on the issue.