the universe...
has this way of directing things if you let it. sometimes it doesn't seem like it's working in your favor, sometimes it seems like it's getting in the way, but generally, it will bring you what you need, and block things from coming into your life that are not good for you. you may think you want these things, the things that are so difficult or impossible to get, but if they're meant to be in your life, then they would be. this works with people, material possessions, events, experiences, habits, behaviours, opportunities, just about everything. sometimes things that you want in your life won't come in until you're ready for them, like when the student is ready, the teacher appears. this is happening to me a lot lately. sometimes it pisses me off and frustrates me so much, but like i said, you are given what you need and not what you don't. i sometimes have a really hard time accepting this. find myself shaking my head and asking why... why do some things work out and some do not. i want to have control over everything that happens. i want to be the driver, but i'm not. i'm really just the observer when i let it happen. karma. i have such a love/hate with karma.