Dec 29, 2002 01:03
hey guys. i guess its been awhile since i have updated for real. sometimes i hate livejournal. i don't know why. oh well.
things have been okay. i have no idea how i did in any of my classes. i don't really care honnestly. there was nothing i could do after i took the final. all of my grades were between a's and b's. and i offically dropped french. i can't handle ms. watts anymore. she is super bitchy this year.
i've been working SO much. every minute that we have been opened, i have been there. for real, thats SO many hours, but its money, so its not that bad. oh, and jenna is so fucking stupid. i really depise her. i'm not going to go into it now but i want her to quit more than anything.
we all went to grandmas on monday night for aunt di's birthday. we had fun for the most part. i meet shawn's girlfriend. she was nice i guess. i was jealous. i've always had him all to myself. but, oh well. she pretty much kissed my ass all night. i think she was looking for some kind of approval. who knows...
tuesday everyone came over here for a christmas eve lunch. i was kinda excited cause i figured they would be gone by the time i got home from work, but...NO. ugh. i love my family, i really do. its just that you get to that point.
christmas was good. i got my kitchen in a box from grandma! i am so excited! and i got the friends trivia game from branna and crossroads and a shower-cd player radio thing from trudith and a french memo board from brandi. and santa was good to me too. i felt so bad for grandma. she was so depressed without steve there. i really hate barri more than anything else in the world. she better stop this shit pretty damn soon or i'll fucking stop it for her.
thursday and friday was work. tragic events occured thursday night, but i refuse to write about them.
i love brandi. we have been working together. and i miss her so much. everytime i think about her leaving, i just want to cry. and i don't know why. i'm never like this. its just one of those things. i miss her, but i deal with it cause i know she will come back eventually. its weird this time though.
i spent the night with branna last night cause branna is my ultimate hero and saved my life. i had fun playing friends trivia and falling asleep while she watched friends. i am such a dork. anytime i sit down, i fall asleep. sorry branna!
today, i came home and took a shower and me and mom went to goodwill. it was a GREAT goodwill day. i got a pair of overalls. (they are so comfortable - no one say a word about themm!) a pair of those like athletic pants. (trudith told me to find some to wear to work so i will stop staining all my jeans.) 3 videos for work, a tape of disney songs, (it sounds so cute!), this blue jean duster thing, the peanuts christmas through the years book. and some photo albums. i think thats it. and the best part. mom insisted upon paying for all of it. i love my mom so much. we had so much fun today. she is the best mom in the world.
after goodwill shopping and goodwill donating, we went to ally's attic. has anyone ever been there? cause it is just the cutest little place. i could've spent all day in there looking around. but, i found the best little purse, its the kind that i like. the armpit kind, right branna? its black with these really bring people. very hard to describe. i'll put pictures on mine and brana's thing later! after that, we went home.
i've just kinda messed around today. i've been trying to burn some cds, but my computer is satan. what is everyone doing for new years? i have no plans. i want to do something though...
gawd. i can't believe its almost the new year. the year i GRADUATE! but, so much has happened this year. as i see myself a year ago, i seem so young to myself. it seems like i have gained as much as i have lost. i don't know. just a whole bunch has happened, almost too much to think about in one night.
goodnight kids. i love you all.