Nov 25, 2002 22:16
i have had the worst fucking day. it was nothing really. just everything. i get so tired of how people tell me how fucking crazy i am for liking auburn. i love auburn, why does that bug people so god damn much? and why is it that i am always second best?
he is still so close. why do i do this?
and i realized today that i have one semester left of high school. as much as i despise dacula, that means one semester left of my kids and of trudith and paula and kathie. and 8 months till i leave and stop getting to see sarah and peter everyday. i'm so scared. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop. i can't stop.