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Now it seems I’m fading
All my dreams are not worth saving
I've done my share of waiting
And I've still got nowhere else to go
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Seems you're wanting me to stay
But my dreams would surely waste away
And I still have no where to go
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Push me under
Pull me further
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Now it seems you're leaving
But we've only just begun
And you've still got nowhere else to go
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Push me under
Pull me further
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
And I've been waiting so long
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
I feel sick. But I had a wonderful time in Myrtle beach with my beloved Amy. Wonderful bonding experience, and yeah. We snuck out the first night and went for a walk on the beach at 2 am. Wonderful. Simply wonderful. Saturday night we slept after a fun filled night of Putt Putt Golfing... I came in 2nd to last. YES! sunday we went to the aquarium and it was amazing. We found eye patches... And beforehand Amy had straightened my hair... And I looked hott. I decided then and there I'm investing in a hair straightener this summer. And we decided we need to go clubbing with Matteous if he'll take us. After that we came back to the room. And sat and started watching Empire Records. And then we snuck out again. And met some cool guys, and some not so cool guys, and the police, and some more cools guys... Most of theses guys were drunk. Some were nice, others, not so nice. Basically, what happens in Myrtle, stays in Myrtle. And Carrie is quitting msoking by the beginning of Senior year. Did I mention is was black biker week in Myrtle??
Lots of crazy people driving really fast on hottttt motorcycles... It made me want one.
I learned something recently. Never let anyone take advantage of you. In any sort of situation. Ever. It'll just leave you feeling bad and degraded. I also realized that part of my problem with my self-esteem which seems to be lacking, is my mom. She brings me down so much whether she means to or not. But this entire weekend I was surrounded by people who never put me down or said "are you sure you want to eat that" or "you should really go work out instead of sitting there." Cyndee was awesome.hair tips, helping decide what outfits to wear and accessories... Tonight she related eating onions to sex... We're not oging there, but it was good, and I wish my mom would talk to me like that. About things like that. This weekend was so full of laughs, and scary moments, and auch adrenaline rushes like you've never known. And I found that sometimes you can find a big brother type figure in the most unexpected places, and not all people are bad. And that some people, even though they don't know you, are still watching out for you. This weekend restored my hope in the human race. There is hope. I was beginning to doubt it for a while.
If you ask me what happened this weekend, I might tell you, but there's a good chance I won't. Only 1 person really knows. And that's Amy, cause she was there. if I really really trust you, I might say something. But probably not. No offense guys, but I just need to keep some stuff to myself. But this weekend woke me up. I will say that. And I love you guys. Have a safe and good summer,,,