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Today is one of those days. I just feel so empty now. I don't have any interest in finding someone else, I don't want to... what would be the point? I think he might be happier.. which is good I guess but I'm still resentful and maybe a part of me wants him to be lost.
I've already had to turn down 3 guys... It's awesome I'm getting people interested but it wouldn't be fair to lead them on when I KNOW I won't be able to develope feelings. This sucks.
This is why I smoke.
I've already had to turn down 3 guys... It's awesome I'm getting people interested but it wouldn't be fair to lead them on when I KNOW I won't be able to develope feelings. This sucks.
This is why I smoke.