Jul 18, 2009 23:38
So on the way home from Eric's house... I realized something interesting...
I am always the choice people don't take... I'm option 2.
The reason I thought of this: I was leaving Eric's house because his girlfriend who ironically was his ex 2 or 3 times before... was coming over and he didn't have the guts to tell her we were hanging out. Interesting. The most honest caring guy I know who loves his girlfriend sooo much doesn't feel the need to tell her that the girl she hates is watching shrek at his house. "...no I'm just watching tv ready to fall asleep... yea you can come over..."
He tells (drunk) me how he thinks about what could have happened with us because I'm amazing and perfect and I should have made a move... EXCUSE ME? This is one of those nights.
Another reason I'm choice number 2
Brent... dating HIS ex girlfriend 2 or 3 times removed... (funny the similarity^) tells me while hes feeling alone and such in Idaho... that he knows him and her wont make it and decides to tell me he thinks of what could have been. HUH. FUNNY.
3
Kevin from back in the day... I was very interested... and when the better thing came along... and wasn't all that great.. guess who he missed.
The kick to all of this... The one guy I love... and want to be with... He cared when I was sort of seeing someone else but as soon as I came to my senses.. he was done.
fun times.