well some news on my car...

[starz49]

i found out yesterday my car is at a toyota dealership being looked at to decide if the damage is worth fixing...they were just going to "total" it yesterday which means i get no car and only the money thats it worth...which is not a lot...and if they decide it can be fixed i just have to pay 500 for the deductable and my insurance will probably go up...and i wasn't even driving, but thats the price i pay...well the price maggie will pay becuase she will probably pay for it...and if i get no car back, i'll be so upset because my dad's not buying another one..plus the four points on my licence won't help and that will make insurance go up if we buy a car cause they'll do a background check on us and find that i have four points...damn...i guess its a lose lose suitation, but its out of my hands so the only thing i can do is wait...i think this is one of the hardest waits in my life...and its not even that bad, so i guess thats how lucky i am...<3 later.
(julie)