I quit
I put in my two week notice at work on Friday. I couldn't take working so much and making so little. I couldn't bear working harder and receiving more negative reinforcement. I have been very happy since I made my decision. I have no idea what to do next but I'm not worried about it.
I want to take 3days to be silent. I want to meditate. Listen and just be. I feel like I talk too much and I'm not very present in the moment. I want to change that and refresh my mind.
I also quit smoking and I'm giving up pop. My breathing is labored without adding cigarettes to it, my heart is working harder and I'm not as active in my dance class because if smoking. So I quit today. It was more something for me to do with my hands and to distract me from life than an addiction to nicotine.
Now I can save money and breathe better. Plus anyone who can go several days without smoking can quit.
I keep drinking pop to get energy that I don't have and gaining weight I don't need. I've fallen into doing very unhealthy things. It's not that I am striving to lose weight but I definitely don't want to gain weight either.
This is my plan. The rest I'm leaving in God's hands. He's more than capable!!