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Well I have not written in here before, but I HATE HATE HATE the font it shows up, so if ANYONE and by ANYONE I mean ANYONE knows how to change it, please tell me and I will thank you muchly (That reminds me of Lindsey)
Oh yes on the terms of friends I might as well start there:
Yvo- Wow oh wow, Im sorry. I know you don't deserve whats going on... No one does... I just wish we could all just get along.. No pressing charges ^^
Breanne- Might want to look up the legality of the issue if you don't trust me, because what he did was what he had to, as a citizen and as an Alien... Now hes not pressing charges himself for then he would be in the wrong, the very wrong.
Cam- I miss you lovely Cam... I miss you, I am honestly sorry about what happened on Saturday, believe me I was actually really REALLY happy to see you ^^
Alice- You're so little! EEP! And SMALL O_O!! Im glad I met you..
Sam- I MISS YOU MAN WHATS WRONG! I CANT COME SAY GIVE ME YOUR GROCERIES WHITEY BECAUSE YOU COULDNT LEAVE IF YOU WANTED TO! O_O!!! APP! I miss you, Im glad you found your punishment worth it all, because that must make it all the more bareable.. (sp?) ehh
Lindsey- I hope it was worth it too -_- I miss hangin with ya'll! haha wow did I just type hangin? I think I did o_^
Jenn- Wow, things just keep on changing for you this year now don't they? Wow first you're the star of the school musical and then you're getting a homecoming date and he likes you wow oh wow! Im so happy for you! ^^
Melanie- I know we're not too close but I really feel for you Im so sorry you lost someone that close in your life!!!
ASHLEY!!!!- I love you! I love you! I love you! ^^ eeep!!! I miss you we need to talk more, I miss getting my cookies with you! -_- *cries*
Sonja- Oh wow, Im glad you're moving on and meeting someone who suits you better, I hope you become a lot happier ^^
Rayne- Good luck with XC and Kevin he seems to be a great guy and a good one for you ^^...
Wow I am getting tired...
Oh stevie!- just remember: drive by glittering! SPARKLE BITCH! Muahaha! We should hang out more, I miss you my tall gay one I love you muchly!
Yes yes and to all the lovely HCXC girls, if you ever read this, or the males, though I dont think any of you will be reading this... Keep up the amazing work, you all are such inspirations.. Im glad to be apart of such a wonderful team..
Kenji- stop working so much, geez, i want to hang out with you and josh like in the summer..
Josh- Oh dear oh dear, you're always so busy, just remember if you ever feel the want to hang out with Curtis, just do, I am not going to stop your friendship! ^^
BRANDITO!!!- I miss our long arguments dont you? lol, well I do miss talking to you, I really wish we could be as close as we were, without the problem of me liking you woot! I think I can solve that one o_~ hehehe...
Phillipino- haha wow if only that wasnt a race phillip dont you think, or philly cheesestake.. ehhh food... But I miss you too! Goodness.. I miss your mommy too! -_- *is embarrassed*
well thats about all for now on the friends department... ehh.. *yawns* Im sorry if I forgot you, but if you know me well enough you should know Im damned forgetful! *damns self* lol
Okay on to me.. sorry for the selfcenteredness .. but this is me.. I honestly don't think anyone will really read this, but OH WELL.. I have a dell and its name is becky and shes a bitch of a computer.. *glares* but I defraged her!! hehe ^^
Okay anyway, me I am.. I dont know, Im in a thinking mood yes yes I am.. Im so tired and I do not feel well but I hate obligations.. ehh
Anyway mentally Im split like there are two of me, one being happy and whatnot because curtis makes my life oh so much better (and NO I have not forgotten to mention him not at all, hes just going last because hes THAT special..? haha he is) I cannot even begin on what he means to me or how he makes me feel, but trust me its all wonderful and I dont think I have ever been so happy.. Now the other side the side I cant really control so much ( I like to think of it as my chemical me vs. the real me, the one I know now about to mention being the chemical me) Well anyway thats sad and angry and I have no clue why so I just take happy pills, Lexapro is the devil.. DEVIL I SAY! Its teh "black man" as the say in the scarlet letter... and NO NO NO I AM NOOOOOT RACIST! *nods*
Okay now to my day, I know I know, this is all must be boring but after all YOU are chosing to read this (did I use the wrong form? I always get them backwards)
Period One- That is a busy work class, and its ruining my drive to learn about astronomy.. Stupid Smith though, hes better than Howard.. Ahh..
Period Two- Interestingly enough I dont think Senora Segura hates my guts..? How? No se.. Aaron Heyamoto is in that class and oh goodness how hes my "friend" lol.. haha no hes my friend anyways.. but yeah.. if He read that he MIGHT get it.. MIGHT
Period Three- Good ol' cochran he always gives you a laugh.. though we only did powerpoint presentations BLEH -_-
Period Four- Brown brown I want him out of town.. okay Im not doing that again, I think... Im not sure.. I might suprise you.. math is math, I miss t-rob *tear*
Period Five- Independent living.. I feel smart.. and I feel like an overachiever even though I am a slacker.. ehh
Period Six- My favorite class this year.. I really love it, Mr. Dacus really suprises you as a person.. He makes me happy ^^ eep.. Very.. ^^ And its funny because the people in that class are great, I must say my favorite day so far is in competition between Raineer (or is it Rainer? however you spell his name) teaching the class.. and Mr. Dimmsdale on trial! WOOT.. Those were some jolly good days.. Well now I have literally saved the best for last, Curtis.. ^^ eep!! and look ^_^ he makes me THAT happy.. and if you know me and that face I think its evil because its TOO happy its got something its hiding or something I dont know man, but now I see when it applies..
it applies to the way I feel about Curtis..
Curtis- I would really like to thank you for dealing with my irrationality and immaturity lately I feel I am giving you so much stress to deal with on top of the load you've got now, I miss you and love you dearly.. *nods* Also I want to appologise for tonight if you dont get my voicemail.. I was just.. upset and Im sorry for causing you grief if I did.. I hope to see you soon and more often... work seems to be making you quite busy and tired.. Also I am sorry to be cutting time off your sleep.. I hope talking to me is worth it :/.. anyway I just want to say that I love you and I miss you (I know I repeated myself but don't I always? lol)
By the way, this was all posted in my deadjournal which is also starysurrealism
Oh yes on the terms of friends I might as well start there:
Yvo- Wow oh wow, Im sorry. I know you don't deserve whats going on... No one does... I just wish we could all just get along.. No pressing charges ^^
Breanne- Might want to look up the legality of the issue if you don't trust me, because what he did was what he had to, as a citizen and as an Alien... Now hes not pressing charges himself for then he would be in the wrong, the very wrong.
Cam- I miss you lovely Cam... I miss you, I am honestly sorry about what happened on Saturday, believe me I was actually really REALLY happy to see you ^^
Alice- You're so little! EEP! And SMALL O_O!! Im glad I met you..
Sam- I MISS YOU MAN WHATS WRONG! I CANT COME SAY GIVE ME YOUR GROCERIES WHITEY BECAUSE YOU COULDNT LEAVE IF YOU WANTED TO! O_O!!! APP! I miss you, Im glad you found your punishment worth it all, because that must make it all the more bareable.. (sp?) ehh
Lindsey- I hope it was worth it too -_- I miss hangin with ya'll! haha wow did I just type hangin? I think I did o_^
Jenn- Wow, things just keep on changing for you this year now don't they? Wow first you're the star of the school musical and then you're getting a homecoming date and he likes you wow oh wow! Im so happy for you! ^^
Melanie- I know we're not too close but I really feel for you Im so sorry you lost someone that close in your life!!!
ASHLEY!!!!- I love you! I love you! I love you! ^^ eeep!!! I miss you we need to talk more, I miss getting my cookies with you! -_- *cries*
Sonja- Oh wow, Im glad you're moving on and meeting someone who suits you better, I hope you become a lot happier ^^
Rayne- Good luck with XC and Kevin he seems to be a great guy and a good one for you ^^...
Wow I am getting tired...
Oh stevie!- just remember: drive by glittering! SPARKLE BITCH! Muahaha! We should hang out more, I miss you my tall gay one I love you muchly!
Yes yes and to all the lovely HCXC girls, if you ever read this, or the males, though I dont think any of you will be reading this... Keep up the amazing work, you all are such inspirations.. Im glad to be apart of such a wonderful team..
Kenji- stop working so much, geez, i want to hang out with you and josh like in the summer..
Josh- Oh dear oh dear, you're always so busy, just remember if you ever feel the want to hang out with Curtis, just do, I am not going to stop your friendship! ^^
BRANDITO!!!- I miss our long arguments dont you? lol, well I do miss talking to you, I really wish we could be as close as we were, without the problem of me liking you woot! I think I can solve that one o_~ hehehe...
Phillipino- haha wow if only that wasnt a race phillip dont you think, or philly cheesestake.. ehhh food... But I miss you too! Goodness.. I miss your mommy too! -_- *is embarrassed*
well thats about all for now on the friends department... ehh.. *yawns* Im sorry if I forgot you, but if you know me well enough you should know Im damned forgetful! *damns self* lol
Okay on to me.. sorry for the selfcenteredness .. but this is me.. I honestly don't think anyone will really read this, but OH WELL.. I have a dell and its name is becky and shes a bitch of a computer.. *glares* but I defraged her!! hehe ^^
Okay anyway, me I am.. I dont know, Im in a thinking mood yes yes I am.. Im so tired and I do not feel well but I hate obligations.. ehh
Anyway mentally Im split like there are two of me, one being happy and whatnot because curtis makes my life oh so much better (and NO I have not forgotten to mention him not at all, hes just going last because hes THAT special..? haha he is) I cannot even begin on what he means to me or how he makes me feel, but trust me its all wonderful and I dont think I have ever been so happy.. Now the other side the side I cant really control so much ( I like to think of it as my chemical me vs. the real me, the one I know now about to mention being the chemical me) Well anyway thats sad and angry and I have no clue why so I just take happy pills, Lexapro is the devil.. DEVIL I SAY! Its teh "black man" as the say in the scarlet letter... and NO NO NO I AM NOOOOOT RACIST! *nods*
Okay now to my day, I know I know, this is all must be boring but after all YOU are chosing to read this (did I use the wrong form? I always get them backwards)
Period One- That is a busy work class, and its ruining my drive to learn about astronomy.. Stupid Smith though, hes better than Howard.. Ahh..
Period Two- Interestingly enough I dont think Senora Segura hates my guts..? How? No se.. Aaron Heyamoto is in that class and oh goodness how hes my "friend" lol.. haha no hes my friend anyways.. but yeah.. if He read that he MIGHT get it.. MIGHT
Period Three- Good ol' cochran he always gives you a laugh.. though we only did powerpoint presentations BLEH -_-
Period Four- Brown brown I want him out of town.. okay Im not doing that again, I think... Im not sure.. I might suprise you.. math is math, I miss t-rob *tear*
Period Five- Independent living.. I feel smart.. and I feel like an overachiever even though I am a slacker.. ehh
Period Six- My favorite class this year.. I really love it, Mr. Dacus really suprises you as a person.. He makes me happy ^^ eep.. Very.. ^^ And its funny because the people in that class are great, I must say my favorite day so far is in competition between Raineer (or is it Rainer? however you spell his name) teaching the class.. and Mr. Dimmsdale on trial! WOOT.. Those were some jolly good days.. Well now I have literally saved the best for last, Curtis.. ^^ eep!! and look ^_^ he makes me THAT happy.. and if you know me and that face I think its evil because its TOO happy its got something its hiding or something I dont know man, but now I see when it applies..
it applies to the way I feel about Curtis..
Curtis- I would really like to thank you for dealing with my irrationality and immaturity lately I feel I am giving you so much stress to deal with on top of the load you've got now, I miss you and love you dearly.. *nods* Also I want to appologise for tonight if you dont get my voicemail.. I was just.. upset and Im sorry for causing you grief if I did.. I hope to see you soon and more often... work seems to be making you quite busy and tired.. Also I am sorry to be cutting time off your sleep.. I hope talking to me is worth it :/.. anyway I just want to say that I love you and I miss you (I know I repeated myself but don't I always? lol)
By the way, this was all posted in my deadjournal which is also starysurrealism