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i think that i've made a really big mistake and i hope that it doesn't have really bad consequences and everything turns out ok and it all just goes away as fast as it came. damn it. i just feel so stupid. i can't believe i could have been so dumb. what the hell was i thinking? i would have been so disappointed in anyone else for doing what i did...I guess that just leaves me really disappointed in myself.
i guess now all i do is hope for the best...whatever that might be. FUCK i really messed up big this time...
i guess now all i do is hope for the best...whatever that might be. FUCK i really messed up big this time...