May 27, 2005 20:17
so i've been feeling better...slowly...and much slower than i would like to be feeling better. my throat hurts like nothing i've i could ever imagine. it's just still so fucking swollen that it feels as though it's like closing up, so to say the least it hurts to swallow. but i got out for a little bit yesterday (went to the bank) and today i went to Oxy to finally finish up the stuff in the box office that has been waiting for me for 2 weeks now. I had forgotten what other people besides my parents look like. i got to see Natey Nate and Betsy and it was good...really nice to be outside (even thou it was terribly hot) and it was nice to talk to people by a means other than the internet. and maureen heard from a doctor that this has been going around which means that it didn't just appear out of no where like i had thought...not that knowing that now changes anything...cause it doesn't.
i was supposed to leave for Palm Springs tonight but then both of my grandparents had to go to the hospital again...so we are now planning on leaving tomorrow morning...but my guess is that we won't end up going at all cause it would be pointless for us to leave tomorrow afternoon(which is more likely than in the morning) and then have to come back Monday early afternoon (assuming that nothing happens that would make us need to come back earlier). so i guess that we'll just have to wait and see what happens. to be honest, i don't really feel like driving all the way out there now anyways cause my throat is really hurting a lot now.