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ok so i had the most like powerful experience in my intro to performance class this morning. we are working on sonnets for our midterm and i have mine memerized cold and i was havign trouble actually performing it. so when the professor asked who wanted to work first i was like i'll do it cause i really need the help. adn i get up there and say it adn was like ehh this sucks so he asks me what i'm thinking blah blah blah adn he has this other person go up there with me and i'm like physically trying to get them to stay...that's my goal if you will. and i'm like tackling them adn yellign and grabbing them and what not and then my professor was like ok now try this...where my goal was to get them to leave and just like get out of my life basically. and after i did it i was like wow i felt it and it totally worked and the words just flowed out for the most part...i got so in to it that i forgot some of the words but i was liek damn...this is waht it's about. I want you out. i've given you all that i can adn you arent' giving anything back so jut get out. damn it jut felt awesome. and then this afternoon i saw one of the people in my class and there were just like you were really amazign up there like i thought that you were gonna cry and i almost cried. adn i was like aww thanks. it was really sweet. but have no fear my dears this is no way should suggest that i should begin acting because i was scared as hell the whoel time. i have so much respect for all my beautiful actors!!
ok back to work...laters loves
ok back to work...laters loves