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GOSH... i just hate it, when your having a not "CHIPPER" day... and you just want to relax. im tired, and im gripey, and im ready for my 4day weekend. I have no time to relax on weekends because we are ALWAYS on the run. i get home on friday nights at 11 from taking people home from the game- then i wake up at 9 to get ready for puppy school. then my mom tells me to clean the house then on sundays im at church. i get yelled at everyday of the week, and i just cant stand it...
my "friends" havent done anything w/ me in forever or simply invited me to hang out with them at all. i've invited them over, but they "never can". i just wish for friends. i feel like im alone in this. noone knows what im going through- no matter what. i tried to make a list of my real friends last night, and heres what i came up with
*Melissa
*God
*chrissy
isnt that terrible that i feel like i have one friend. just becuase chrissy lives in another state. i just cant stand any of this stress anymore. i cant deal with other peoples lives when i cant keep up with my own.
High-School wasnt all that i thought it'd be....
my "friends" havent done anything w/ me in forever or simply invited me to hang out with them at all. i've invited them over, but they "never can". i just wish for friends. i feel like im alone in this. noone knows what im going through- no matter what. i tried to make a list of my real friends last night, and heres what i came up with
*Melissa
*God
*chrissy
isnt that terrible that i feel like i have one friend. just becuase chrissy lives in another state. i just cant stand any of this stress anymore. i cant deal with other peoples lives when i cant keep up with my own.
High-School wasnt all that i thought it'd be....