Mar 16, 2005 12:43
that's my name. I have a terrible attitude today. I am trying to get time off to go on a mission trip this summer for 8 weeks and see there is sarah, which approved it, but then I have to go to Catherine, and she didn't approve it, but I can still go to Sue Hill so that's what I did and I am waiting for her response, I had to write her a letter. And I'm going through this thing in my head with Satan, it goes like this.
I have this overall guilt scummy feeling,
the mountain is to tall to climb,
for some reason I think I have to do it on my own,
but I don't.
All I need to do is ask for help,
get out of my head and get over this hump.
I guess most of it is realizing that I'm already covered by the blood of Christ, but knowing it and feeling it are two different things.