You dont know what you do, everytime you walk into the room, i'm afraid to move...
Yea i hear that one!!
I would first off like to say that leslie swayze i agree with you completely on your subject line piece. you should never ignore them. i know for a fact that the subject line pertains to how i'm feeling at the moment, happy, sad or otherwise. and often times the first comment on any of my entries has to do with the subject line, as is seen above, simply commenting on it or adding more and whatnot. so i agree leslie, you should never ever igonore the subjectline. it's a key piece :-)
Anyway:
Today was a lovely day.
This morning, i did a huuuge ass haul out of my bathroom. meaning, i cleaned the whole thing. top to bottom, from mopping the floors to cleaning the mirror. i was proud of myself. i did a damn good job :-) and it looks better/ smells better/ is cleaner looking. sterility is a good thing :-)
Then, this afternoon, i went to the mall with joseph. that was so much fun. we walked around, ate some chineese *thank you by the way* I bought a pair of butt jeans (mission accomplished) and a cute t-shirt at AE and i got a free bag for using my credit card:-D i love bags. then, i bought a super cute black skirt at the gap for 10 whole dollars, from like... 54! i love sales like that :-) they make me "happy on the inside" - Terri :-)
After the mall excursion, we went to staples. joe was in heaven, while i on the other hand... was thirsty haha. we sat in the chairs, and walked around. Joe bought a lap top bag. it was fun. we went to the pet store too to ooh and ahh over the animals :-) then i decided i was extremely thirsty so we went to real deals , the dollar store and i bought a water for 18 cents, then like, chugged the whole thing down!! After we got home, we went to my house, because my gram and my mom had cleaned out my grampa's closet and he had some shirts and ties and stuff he wanted to get rid of, and my mom thought of joe, and i was like yea! so he tried them on, liked them and so then i brought him home. Thank you for a wonderful day joseph. i had a good time. we need to do it again more often infact :-)
After that, i came home, found out i wasnt eating dinner, this seems to be the new thing on sundays, noone is hungry but thats alright, i felt kinda off anyway. so i went for a run. i love running. i honest to god do. I put in the good tunes, and i just run and run and run, and let go of everything that is holding me back. when i run, i feel incontrol, like i can manage anything. i feel empowered, and strong. it's an insane feeling, but i thrive off of it. So that was the best damn 15 minutes of my life, then i worked out for like another 45 minutes, and here i am now updating my journal.
I think i bruised the ball of my foot... do you know why? because i'm an obsessive compulsive nut and tried to kick the snow off of my tires in the front hahah! good job mare.
For some reason, my pelvis hurts. idk why, but it feels like it's going to explode, i know it wont though haha. and also, my hair is freaking out. it's being shitty and coarse and dry, and weird. like once every month usually when i start pmsing, my body like freaks out. my skin gets dry, my hair freaks out, and my lips *which they are by the way * get wicked insanely chapped. i cant stand it! *shakes fist in angst!! * haha oh well, it's only one week of 4 i can deal :-D
This is my love life, via... song lyrics of the various sort. These arent directed to anyone in particular, just in general and boys involving my emotions and my heart haha <333 enjoy, laugh cry, do whatever love it i know you do!
Where is your heart, because i dont really feel you...
It's crazy i'm thinkin just knowing that the world is round, and here i'm dancing on the ground, am i right side up or upside down, is this real, or am i dreaming?
Let's fall in love, why shouldnt we fall in love ?
My funny valentine, you make me smile with my heart
When somebody loves you, it's no good unless they love you all the way
Smile, eventhough your heart is breaking, smile eventhough it's aching.
You dont know what you do, everytime you walkinto the room, i'm afraid to move
Hey hey, what's my dammage today?
the trouble between me and you is nothing new
I'm over the drama of you, that's something new
I've got a crush on you, sweetie pie...
Why you gotta love me like that...
Tuesday morning, then you're gone...
And tomorrow, we'll go back to being friends...
pretty baby, dont you leave me, i've been saving smiles for you...
she must rinse him away
i see a red door and i want it painted black.
You wont get to see the tears i cry... behind these hazel eyes.
and i said, what about breakfast at tiffany's
It's been one week since i looked at you
so much beauty on the outside, empty on the outside
you can take it all away, i dont need it, i'll still be the same..
i'm following the sound of my heart beating...
shame on me, wanting you, what id give what i'd do i just want to work you out...
we're just tripping billies
And should i try to change him, my whole world would cave in...
You're such a beautiful disaster
And that's it for now, i'll do a part deux to this sometime, but that's all i can think of off hand. :-) i hope you enjoyed!!!