me time.
A best friend of mine just recently posted about how he doesn't get much free time. i completely understand him.
he works a couple more hours a week than i do, but i feel like i have no time for myself. i feel like i can't just get out and do things without other people, because of certain situations and because there just aren't enough hours in a day.
it's also a bummer now that i feel great everyday that i also feel like i need to be in bed early everynight (well, before 1am which used to be my regular sleeptime). i feel like i am missing out on so much because ... well because i'm so regular now!
ha! it's funny though... i'm happier than i have ever been and more often too!
i guess that is what work does for you... when you don't have regular hours (like working 12 hour shifts 3 days a week) you get depressed and rather bored... but when you feel productive every day... you feel much more optimistic!
you also get much less art done!!!! which is making me very sad.i just need to prioritize my time and day better... maybe tonight i will say screw it all... after dinner, i will play my ds for an hour... then start on one of the thousands of paintings in my mind... then play ds for another hour and then call it a night... my book can wait.
he works a couple more hours a week than i do, but i feel like i have no time for myself. i feel like i can't just get out and do things without other people, because of certain situations and because there just aren't enough hours in a day.
it's also a bummer now that i feel great everyday that i also feel like i need to be in bed early everynight (well, before 1am which used to be my regular sleeptime). i feel like i am missing out on so much because ... well because i'm so regular now!
ha! it's funny though... i'm happier than i have ever been and more often too!
i guess that is what work does for you... when you don't have regular hours (like working 12 hour shifts 3 days a week) you get depressed and rather bored... but when you feel productive every day... you feel much more optimistic!
you also get much less art done!!!! which is making me very sad.i just need to prioritize my time and day better... maybe tonight i will say screw it all... after dinner, i will play my ds for an hour... then start on one of the thousands of paintings in my mind... then play ds for another hour and then call it a night... my book can wait.