its been one year
When i woke up this morning.. i looked over at her ring and it was covered in blood.. i freaked out, jumped up and grabbed it and it was clean.. is that trying to tell me something? i don't know but ive been really sad over it.. its been a year and im trying to get over it but this time every year im gonna be sad for a few days.. wouldn't you be too?
they are pushing me hard at work too.. trying to get me "ready" to be a real manager.. its making my body sore and ache.. plus with the working out.. i feel like i have to vomit all the time.. oh well.. ive chosen to be alone these last few days to reflect on my friend.. im sorry if it hurt anyone but i needed the time to myself.. and with my dad being a stupid ass and still working.. thats driving me crazy too.. i just need to get out.. out of this house.. i hate it.. i need to move on with my life.. get over things that have happened in the past.. get over the changes that have gone on.. and accept them.. because they are all for the better i suppose.. everyone seems more happy then they were 1-3 years ago.. and that makes me happy..
people try too hard to be liked.. because they don't see all of the wonderful people around them that already care.. if you sit back and relax you'll be ok.. you can take life seriously without taking yourself seriously.. go out.. have fun.. enjoy life why you still have it.. while your still young.. don't be held back by what people think the right way should be.. make life the way you want it..
a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand.. but touches your heart..
ive meet a few of those.. some i don't talk to anymore.. and some i try and talk to as much as i can.. because you never know when they will be gone.. its possible that you could talk to someone over the phone and 10 minutes later they could be gone.. why would you want to miss that last chance to talk to them? because you don't know what could happen.. any time.. of any day..
all im saying is.. don't take anyone in your life for granted.. because when you realize it.. it will be too late.. and you won't have them anymore.
they are pushing me hard at work too.. trying to get me "ready" to be a real manager.. its making my body sore and ache.. plus with the working out.. i feel like i have to vomit all the time.. oh well.. ive chosen to be alone these last few days to reflect on my friend.. im sorry if it hurt anyone but i needed the time to myself.. and with my dad being a stupid ass and still working.. thats driving me crazy too.. i just need to get out.. out of this house.. i hate it.. i need to move on with my life.. get over things that have happened in the past.. get over the changes that have gone on.. and accept them.. because they are all for the better i suppose.. everyone seems more happy then they were 1-3 years ago.. and that makes me happy..
people try too hard to be liked.. because they don't see all of the wonderful people around them that already care.. if you sit back and relax you'll be ok.. you can take life seriously without taking yourself seriously.. go out.. have fun.. enjoy life why you still have it.. while your still young.. don't be held back by what people think the right way should be.. make life the way you want it..
a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand.. but touches your heart..
ive meet a few of those.. some i don't talk to anymore.. and some i try and talk to as much as i can.. because you never know when they will be gone.. its possible that you could talk to someone over the phone and 10 minutes later they could be gone.. why would you want to miss that last chance to talk to them? because you don't know what could happen.. any time.. of any day..
all im saying is.. don't take anyone in your life for granted.. because when you realize it.. it will be too late.. and you won't have them anymore.