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I feel pretty useless right now....lonely.
...I feel a break coming on...and I dont mean a good one....
...Ive been in almost constant fights for months now....MONTHS....and now there is more....more for me to deal with...more drama....future pain for me.....and its something I REALLY have no interest in doing but I think some of my friendships depend upon me fixing this.....even though this person really hasnt even been my friend for a month....but whatever....I always have to fix EVERYTHING...cant do what I want....gotta do what everyone else wants me to do......for once Id like to do what I actually want....and I want to not do anything about this....I have enough on my plate
....please....my dear friends....I could use some lovin...Im feeling pretty empty...I dont ask for alot...and you're always there when I need ya......I think Im needing you again...just to be around...tis all....Im a mess when I thought I was ok......I cant stop the tears from falling much longer.....
...I feel a break coming on...and I dont mean a good one....
...Ive been in almost constant fights for months now....MONTHS....and now there is more....more for me to deal with...more drama....future pain for me.....and its something I REALLY have no interest in doing but I think some of my friendships depend upon me fixing this.....even though this person really hasnt even been my friend for a month....but whatever....I always have to fix EVERYTHING...cant do what I want....gotta do what everyone else wants me to do......for once Id like to do what I actually want....and I want to not do anything about this....I have enough on my plate
....please....my dear friends....I could use some lovin...Im feeling pretty empty...I dont ask for alot...and you're always there when I need ya......I think Im needing you again...just to be around...tis all....Im a mess when I thought I was ok......I cant stop the tears from falling much longer.....