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Every 15 minutes was the most profound thing EVER...only i thought the first day was a bit worse than the second...the first day i cried nonstop, today only a few times. It felt like the worst thing ever to hear the names of those people, people who i know on the PA saying they are dead. Even worse was the simulated crash....i was like fine at first until i realized who was inside the car...then i jsut crumpled. i was sobbing and shaking. I felt like my heart was lying on the pavement beside that accident. Even though i knew it was a simulation it was still the most fucking scariest thing ever....I was crying for the rest of the day & a lot of the nite. Today was pretty bad too....and i cannot describe how much of a relief it was to hug those people today. It felt so amazing to know that they were alive....and so sad when they read their letters...the video was so sad too....and i felt soo bad for the parents to have to undrgo this